Once upon a time, I was full of envy when I saw someone who can drive their cars to go to work or wherever they want to. So, at that time, I dreamed to have my own car one day.
Now, I had realized my dream, I have my own car that is small but comfortable. Everyday, I can drive my car to go to work instead of crowded buses. It seems that everything is getting better and better. However, I found I was wrong after serval monthes since I had the car. I can hardly feel relaxed and comfortalbe when I am driving especially in rush hour in Shanghai. Everyday, I have to face the heavy traffic jam and look for the parking place. Beside that, I must always keep an eye for everything moving on the road. I feel nervous when I heard someone was killed or horribly mutilated due to cars.
Today, I made up my mind to give up driving the car to go to work and take the bus again. Maybe it is a good idea to use my car to the garden or some place on the weekend. In addition, I can make some contribution for reducing the traffic pollution, and then alleviate my guilt.