Recently, I will convert my jod, it's not job but position. I do not know it's the beginning of lucky or badness. I have to face the fact seriously and stick my faith.

I have come to this company more than one month as a  foreign trade clerk. And I think at most I love this job. But the clerk can not be the formal one if he or she can not make an order within three months. Everyday, I worked hard to look for customers on the internet but it's hard to catch their attention. I have great pressure because I think the oppertunity comes hardly and I cherish it. But yestoday, my manager asked me that if i have any interest in documentaty handler. Because the documentary in our company will be leave and our manager said that my characteristic is suitable for documentary handler. He said that i should have a consider and then give him an answer. I  am afraid that i can not stay in the company if i can not catch an order within three months. So i said that i have a pleasure to accept that. In this way, I converted my position. But i always felt that i have lost a lot, not omly the money but also the oppertunity to make more money and the ambition to work hard. In the opinion of majority, they think the documentary has no development and no bright future, they said i have lost a lot, the oppertunity to go abroad. Because in our company, the foreign trade clerk has the oppertunity to attend the exhibition helding abroad.

I felt disappointed and loss. But I think I am wrong, I do not what to do  and how to do. But i should not have any regrate for my choice. Do you think so? I want other's comfort but I should not miss my way. Though now I have little pressure on work, I should stick my faith that pay will earn the harvest. Have a lost in the east and I will be havest in the west. Do you think so, my dear friends?