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832 views. 2012-11-26 15:15 |Individual Classification:I will be better|

I am at sea now --- totally confused.

As a teacher, I don't know how to communicate with my students and I can't teach them well.

My friends are far away as we grew apart.

I don't have a boyfriend and I hate my face and hair.

I am not good at anything.

Sometimes you just feel that life sucks!!!But I am still young and it's too early to give up.

So I am considering this blog as a fresh start and I really need to start over.

I hope I can get better and better.It doesn't have to be fast but it should be steady.

I have reached the depth of despair in my life.I guess the good part is that it can't be worse.And as long as I work hard, I will make progress.

I hope I can write down the process and maybe I will read this blog again like a year later.Will the situation be different then?

Reply byxiamo 2012-11-26 17:05: Definitely yes, you will get a lot progress after your hard efforts.

Reply jason-lzu 2012-11-26 17:50: when down in sprites, all of the bad things come to one's mind. So just find a way to relax and to regain your energy and confidence, and this place is good one I think.

Reply iwillbebetter 2012-11-26 20:01: byxiamo: Definitely yes, you will get a lot progress after your hard efforts.
Thank you~~

Reply iwillbebetter 2012-11-26 20:01: jason-lzu: when down in sprites, all of the bad things come to one's mind. So just find a way to relax and to regain your energy and confidence, and this place i
Thank you~~And it feels good to share with someone.

Reply moli 2012-11-27 11:02: You have a job as a teacher, which means you can make friends with your students and your colleagues.
Your English is not bad, because you can express yourself in English.
Why do you see the darkness, not the brightness?

Reply iwillbebetter 2012-11-27 13:19: Tange: which subject you teaching in your school ?
English,which is not my major.
I majored in food science when I was in college.
It can be really difficult sometimes.

Reply iwillbebetter 2012-11-27 13:20: cestlavie: Cherry up. Let's keep moving.
Thank you~~

Reply iwillbebetter 2012-11-27 13:24: moli: You have a job as a teacher, which means you can make friends with your students and your colleagues.
Your English is not bad, because you can express
I guess that's because I am not getting what I have expected.
I lost my passion.The horrible thing is that I don't know whether I want to be a teacher or whether I can be a good teacher.
It turned out to be a wrong decision and it kind of ruined my confidence.I mean,if I give up,what else I can do?I can't even get another job~~~

Reply iwillbebetter 2012-11-27 13:27: moli: You have a job as a teacher, which means you can make friends with your students and your colleagues.
Your English is not bad, because you can express
Have you heard of "guodi principle"? I am using it to encourage myself now~~I hope I can make progress and get my confidence and faith back.

Reply Tange 2012-11-27 13:49: iwillbebetter: English,which is not my major.
I majored in food science when I was in college.
It can be really difficult sometimes.
it can be regarded as an challenge in your career , this difficulty must be solved by yourself , face it bravely . as i known , teaching english is more meaningful than researching at food ;

Reply moli 2012-11-27 13:50: iwillbebetter: I guess that's because I am not getting what I have expected.
I lost my passion.The horrible thing is that I don't know whether I want to be a teacher
Think over carefully before you make any decision.