2008-3-4

Cool! We are communicating with each other from different ends of the earth. In the evening I and swordsman seem to be at a disadvantage. When the sun is ready to welcome 4.154, we must surrender to the magic which the moon bestows upon us. I see that the poor swordsman was made anxious by the words of 4.154 who might have left us and never come back. Eventually, his efforts seemed to smooth things out until 1:30 or so in the wee hours of morning. But, I am concerned that it would affect his regular physical health. My friend, please take care of your body that is important in the future, you are garcon! (unmarried man) (You speak French too!)

Now I come to this subject - I feel good these days about the school having re-opened. It doesn’t mean the situation is rewarding, (merely my mood is cutting off the external world - not sure what you mean here, making guess) merely that I'm blocking out the external world. I find that my major begins to have many references to different fields. Every field always needs an infinite amount of time to study in order to master. For example, the application software MAYA, 3DMAX, and FLASH (this software no one teacher has mastered in my school). I am speaking the truth, the atmosphere for studying in my class is not good. According to my observations, I feel I couldn’t grasp every skill. I should pay more attention to which field I like. The act of the substance, and the variety of the act is attractive to me, may be I should take more heart on it. 

I wasn’t a good student in the past, I gave up too many times the chance for studying, like English. Many times I picked it up, and then threw it away in the distance after a short time. Because I couldn’t control myself completely. This time I can’t miss my chance. I have to hold on to it - learning is the only way to the palace of the truth. I have to put my heart on something, not change my will, and love it genuinely to the end.

Wait! I found another thing - I am good at turning a joyful mood into sentimentality. I do it unconsciously.