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why you came again . i have adopt for the time without you . now you came again suddently , what it is and what you want to do in hell .
you appeared from time to time and everytime you made me at a loss and boring , i have no any mental preparations for you came .since i chose turnning round , i did dicided not to contact with you any more . i do not want to say something about you and me , it is meaningless now you know .
the first time i saw you it was happy and nervious , you are tall and not a opening man , at that time i was young and i did not know anything only felt it was fresh for me. it was far from you and me the home we lived , everytime we met it cost more time on the way and left less time we had , but it did not matter at that time , i got i was happy although it was tired for me turn to you and then came back home . you have little time together with me , i have done all the things actively and felt your actions were not hospitality . time by time i got i could not adopt for it and i minded that you have no time accompany me , you can get more excuses for the reasons , but i took all them were excuses as i thought that excuses were not reasons . if you were care for someone , you could do anything . you contacted me as you wantted , few days later or more longer time . we have less conmunications only for staying each other quietly , and the time was short . you said it seemed that there was lack of something of your life as i left , you said you regretted you have not cherish the time i was beside you , you said more , but i only was listening no any wave myself . the time was passed , all the things have become histories that could not changed any more . it was fact !
you were self , you did not care anyone beside you , i came as you have no preparations ,so you could not care any more , you only worried about yourself in your heart ; i left you woke up , you regretted , it was late .
i could not feel your seriousness from beginning to end .
was it the first love and why i have not get any deeply pain my heart .
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Post comment Comment (7 replies)
- Reply jollity2002
- Just take good care of yourself and find your Mr.Right!
- Reply LilyPearl
- just let it go,I think you are right,doesn't believe one who is selfish and doesn' t care you unless he suddenly missed you,this man is unrelible.
- Reply Eileenhuang
- There are millions of guys like that. When they want your companionship, they treat you like gold, then when they are tired of you or when the novelty is gone, you are grass. This is will change no matter how good you are to him. The more you attach to him, the more he treat you cheap. It is time for you to make up your mind and disconnect him completely to start your own new life. It is better to be alone than have someone unreliable. Not all guys are so bad but from you you told, he sure is.
- Reply ydliu88
- Yeah,your stories happened every day.There are indeed millions of guys like that. So what we should do is keep cool in order to have a clear mind to judge a guy's personalty,his real attitude towards you. If he turned out to be unreliable and self-centered or even have a disposition as changeable as water.Just quit him initiatively,don't wait him to refuse you.We girls cannot lead a happy life only if we find someguys who treat us really good and bring us happinesses.
