I don’t know for what reason ，recently I’m always thinking about something previous what I never go to care ， and suddenly discovered I am so unaspiring 。Be satisfied with what I have ， whether it may eat away one’s morale little by little ？Perhaps now I have already lost my ago passion ，only want to work hard ，and need a kind peaceful current of life 。However ，the reality shows that I won’t get my wish 。Now I always stay in the same place ，at the same location ，repeating the same thing ~I want to become strong ，want a better development ，want more perfect myself ……I don’t want to be eliminated by the life or by the society ，even the person who I love ! Once all the dreams ，pursuing them all the way ，but eventually was killed by various reasons ……Occasionally ，I was thinking what’s the most lacking thing at that time ~Power ？Time ？Capital ？Or the chance ……？Perhaps it may lack anything or nothing ……I feel myself seem like a disorderly fly which has lost its head 。And the eventual result is ：Feeling dizzy ，then return empty-handed——Perhaps I really should think it thoroughly do I want what ？And what’s my aim in life ？A bit mixed-up ，a little troubled 。But I think everything will soon win up ，and then everything will go well ……