I entered the company 2 months ago,a place I think where I can realize my ambition---to be a successful and outstanding worldwide businessan,a hot salesman.
In my early days in the firm,my main job was to get farmiliar with the products we handle,and help my manager with some daily work,and I feel that it's a piece of cake has long been prepared ready for me.My energy was in stock for the final day when I can deal with purcahse order independently.Just yesterday ''a piece of big good news'' came to my ears which is just like when I am having my favorite meal on the top of the world.Yet,I am really exhausted ,i suffer from ever great mental pressure--what if I won't be popular ,or I do nt have excellent performance?How would the boss trust me and my ability,or I am absolutely a loser.
I am not used to the changing of roles,I don't have a clear picture where and when what must be done.Plus my sales manager seems to look down on me and do sth to prevent me from getting orders smoothly,at least I can feel it,My sixth-sense proved that.
I am self-pity and pathetic.When will my dream come ture,I call you deep in my heart.