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My friens,i have suffered from near-sight for almost 3 years and further more it seems that the degree is deepen in every minute in my life since i caught the disease.
to tell you the truth,it's my biggest ever regret is the fact that i have near-sight.i remember clearly that in the high school i am once crazy about learning,the purpose is that after getting a high mark,I am gonna enter the real military college.It's my once in the life dream to become a qualified commander in the army.i even thought about doing my duty on a submarine.EN......friends,you know since i am now very regret and very upset,please allow me to be rude and bad manners.i have all the fucking builds to be a leader in the army,now it is all because of the damn eye defect,i lost the the chance.fuck this,it is me the very person to blame,not any others fault.I..... FUCKED THIS UP.
SORRY FOR MY LANGUAGE.i just can not control myself sometimes.Everytime when i see a movie which is war involved,i will can't help to recall the sore past and my poor eye sight.it is really hard and bitter for me.哎......
no proper words will be workable to describe the feeling,the pains which will not be understood by you lucky guys who are 千里眼。
everytime when i wear put on my glass,i feel like been locked.i feel weak,very soft.
It's a good news to me when i heard that it can be recoverd after an operation in the hospital.However I am not brave enough to take the risk,i am afraid of the side effects if any.What i gonna do?
some birds are not meant to be caged,cause their feathers too bright and shinning.now I am gonna add to some of my own words.i think i am that kind of bird,and not be likely been caged for merely one second.
Will god be on my side.Боже мой.... Я ПРОСИЛ УДАЧИ. ВСЁ РАВНО ГДЕ, Юлья Франз мужчина.