everyone has his  destiny , no one can escape ! and I am the typical one .

I have stayed at home for nearly three months without work , that not because of I don't want to work , but because of I am under the bad luck . ever opportunity I catched gone at last . I couldn't accept the truth at first , however , the more I experienced, the better I felt , and now I have already adapted to it.

 each day , I enjoy loneliness with no trouble . this is like the quiet before war , I should make enough preparations for the coming good luck !

so enjoy loneliness freely .

good luck is coming after all .