Hey, if I ask you "do you still remember your dream?" What comes to your mind?
Yesterday, an article named "why do you live" caught my eyes when I scanned the Internet, I
clicked it on, a photo of a girl with crying face first came into my sight, then the following was some small videos. I watched them one by one, and then finally, I found myself tearing too. Those all about something called life, something called dream.
The first film was about life, it was videoed because too much of suicide. The main keynote is
"what if there is little remaining of your life?" It's about three or more children who were quite young but had serious cancer. One is Asian champion of Figure Skating, the other can play quite well cello. They all eagered for a longer life, for they are really too young, they even can't reach 15, they all loved life so much, but cancer would not allow this. I cannot forget one scene, a little girl smiled to the camera, "If life could change, would you change with me?" What was the mood when she said this? It must be miserable, I couldn't help crying that time...All they want is only a healthy body, just one, just enough for them to lead a beautiful life, is that too much?
The second is about struggling for life. Beijing, is a really a big stage for ones who had a dream, so many young man came here waiting for a chance, while leave everything behind. Each of them being interviewed were fighting alone for their dreams. Indeed, beijing had enough chances, but at the same time, beijing had enough talented too. Realising one's dream in beijing is quite not easy. Each of them talked with tears, while trying to smiling at the same time, from their words, I can tell that they had experience too much bitter while chasing their own dream. They all know, life would be easier if they choose to work near hometown, or just do an ordinary job like everyone do, repeat mediocre day by day. But what's the real meaning of this life? Just for living, I moved by the words they said, "I wanna do somthing which I would still smile thinking of it when I am 80." That "somthing" called dream. Similarily with me, refusing the job mom chose for me, hoping for a colorful life living by myself, I came here, though I chose the wrong begining, but I still do not want to go back, I still wanna fight, otherwise, how can I be pround of my youth, if we do things we still can do when we are 80, what would be the meaning of owing youth? Young people should have the enthusiam, youth should be colorful, one should do things they ought to do at each specific stage.
The following films are all about dream. What can be called a dream? Something that you really
love, something you eagerly wanna do no matter what would be the expense, something you would still hang on even many people persuade you to give up, something you prepared too much just waiting for a chance to make it come true, something you even can risk your life.
But unfortunatly, not everyone had their dreams, or maybe some had once, but gave up later.
After finish watching, I asked myself, what is your dream? Sadly, the answer was no, I, unfortunately, had no dream! Then what is your interest, I asked again? The answer still is no, I had no interest too. How it could be like this? I had no interest, no dream, how pale my life
is! Where had my should-be dream gone?
I envy those ones who had dreams deep in their hearts and can finally make it come true. Though I know they would meet countless difficulty times on their ways, but thinking of it, when the day your dream finally come true arrives, how happy, how excited you would be, then you will
realise all that you suffered before is worth enough, anything else is nothing compared to your
happiness.
I envy this kind of my life, but where is my dream, did I lost it or I never had it? I must
find it back!