I used to be a very conventional girl. I hate it when people smoke around me. I never take parties when people drink beer or wine. Of course I won’t drink any wine or beer. I always have my own principles and keep to be a responsible and kind person. I really did that. People around regard me as loyal and they have faith in me. But they also know that I am a conventional girl they can’t go too far with me. It reminds me of my high school the boys sitting in front of me whom I called as “bad boys” usually played jokes with each other. While talking with me they would be very serious considering of my character.

    So, this kind of life had lasted from my middle school until my sophomore year. For about eight years, I was a girl burying myself in my own room, separating myself from all the activities unrelated to study and my parents’ willingness. I’ve never opened my heart to love even though in college.

    Then I met this song ”start of something new”. The scene in “high school musical 1”, Troy and Gabriella sung this song for the first time. I was deeply fascinated by the rhythm especially the lyrics.

    Living in my own world

    Didn’t understand

    That anything can happen

    When you take a chance

    I never believed in

    What I couldn’t see

    I never opened my heart

    To all the possibility

    ……

    Wow, this is the true me I used to be. Every time I listen to this song, I’m so touched. Maybe I should open my heart to some possibility. Sometimes I wonder what kind of life should be called meaningful. Full of adventures, colorful or great success? I prefer a life colorful so I won’t feel regret when I get old. At least at present I think so. I have missed out on so many things, I don’t want to lose more. Something new should start in my life.