Tomb-sweeping Day passed yesterday. I went to my hometown. As our hometown’s custom, we went to father’s tomb the day before yesterday. The weather was some of cold with light drizzle, rightly matched the old sentence: Raining is going on at the Tomb-sweeping Day, people are crashed on the road… 

The date belongs to him now, only in the date, he can listen our grief weeping, maybe he really miss us. Are you fine there? Is it cold and dark in heaven? Whether are you happy and what are you doing everyday? Whether is there a day there? Whether is there sunrise and sunset there? How about is your life there? Are you lonely with your single one there? Who can company you to speak except my gramma? No any message to know a piece. If you miss us, please let God post a dream for me. I may get what like your all. 

Since you left us, home had collapsed half sky. Mum is the most sad person to miss you. She is lonely to spend her days without you. We all miss you, but we havn’t any way to contact you. Your two grandsons are fine, the elder one is reading his post-graduate in Shenyang university, the younger one has been working in the Central Electricity Authority. Your granddaughter is studying in her senior school which is the best in Hebei. I think you must miss them. They are growing up well, you may relieved. We your son and daughters live well too, we four families all have cars now, and your family factory runs well. 

Because of your leaving, I have not been afraid of death any longer. Because of your leaving, I firstly realized I had been a real adult instead of a little girl. Because of your leaving, I felt life is both long and short. Being alive and death is so near, but so far too. I’m just the kid whose temper is most alike with yours among we four kids. So maybe my missing is the most. Give me a dream to tell me something about your anything. Is it really fine in heaven? Do you hear your daughter's calling? My dear dad…