It’s what I want to write about today, desperately wanting. Because its face gradually is making me sick, sick, and sick. I’m almost driven mad by what the government does to create an ideal so-called “Harmonious Society”, such a sick name made me faint.

Be a netizen, I hate to face a webpage I searched on Google English pops out saying “Not Found” or “Not Available”, frustrating things like that. I know what’s going on with these websites. I’m so aware of it that I’m just ashamed of mentioning and getting angry on it.

I’m a pre-member of the CPC (Communist Part of China) who is in the one-year preparation for becoming a real member of the Party. I’m not go against the Party. But I can’t help feeling ashamed on what the government is doing. Shut down English websites concerning anything about China’s politics, close many other websites and web pages only to “create a harmonious internet environment”, it’s so ridiculous to do these without listening to the voice of millions of Chinese netizens. I’m so ashamed on it. How many of you are satisfied with these shutting down? I’m NOT.

I know it’s been a hot and controversial topic, I mean the harmonious internet environment. I’ve heard too much of it. People are arguing. People are discussing. People are cursing. People are protesting. And people like me just got pissed off! I say, this is NOT harmonious!