Today,I phoned my grandma,while talking with her ,to my surprise,she mentioned that in her impression,it seems that I 'm a very strong and shining girl (just like a boy),never let tears to capture myself and stand my way.
Actually ,the real me is far from her imagination.Has she forgot?I am a woman as well .Accordingly, "being emotional" is women's preserve .Women are more likely to be sentimental than men do.As a girl,I am emotional as well , and in many ocassions I just can't help but let tears roll down my cheeks.I would cry while listenning a song for its touching melodies and lyrics;I would cry while I am watching a love movie in which the hero and the heroine have to part with each other in the end;I would cry when my favorite teachers are not going to teach me anymore;I would cry when I graduate from school and have to say goodbye to classmates and my dearest campus;I would cry if I am cared or loved by others;I would cry while leaving the military training base where all the drillmasters saluted as a farewell,I would cry------
You will probably think I am so vulnerable in emotion,but that is not the whole part of my personality ,I suppose ,at least, it indicates that I am not a cold-blooded person ,choosing to release my unresistable feelings instead of supressing and hiding it.That's the nature of a girl! Besides,I'm deeply convinced that I 'm strong enough to face up to any dark days in my future life.