Is it true that some of us have our hearts wrapped up by something so hard that it makes it us less sensitve to truth of our lives. Until some incidents, whatever sorts as long as they are able to touch the bottom of our hearts, the hard layers outside the hearts go away and our real feelings then open to the world.

 

I'm this type of person. As I read books cheering me up, what is told in the book didn't happen until some incident happen. Last night, when I was agitated by something happened, the clues stated from a book I loved shows up. I was so glad that the progress finally comes. 

 

When I can feel my real feelings, it's like an old trusted friend came back, and I call it another me. I sure this me will lead me to the future like he did a 20 years ago. OH MY GOODNESS, I'M OLD!